Hahaha best friend pissing!:)
Things like this make me what to cry:9
Stranger: so, where do i start
You: anywhere
Stranger: well im 13, in 8 grade, and it all started last year
Stranger: mid year depression became unbearable
Stranger: started taking anti depression pills
Stranger: didnt work
Stranger: had a lot of suicidal thoughts
Stranger: made myself feel worthless, ugly,like no one cared, like all the good in the worl was. gone
Stranger: crying myself to sleep everynight
Stranger: then i came so close to commiting suicide
Stranger: i was about to take at least 4 dozen sleeping pills
Stranger: but then i waited
Stranger: just waited
Stranger: waited the year out, still depressed, suicidal thoughts continued, but i held on
Stranger: and now im here
You: are you a girl your a boy?
Stranger: boy
You: Awe darling im so sorry i had the same thing that started when i was 13 i felt like the world didnt matter that nothing was going to turn out and everything didnt have a purpose, i was in your shoes at one point i remember many times where i woke up in the hospital because i decide to take pill after pill and its not worth it everything will be oke...3 years later and im 16 suicidal thoughts still cross my mind everyday but its not worth taking your life your young and you have so much ahead of you hang in there i promise you it isnt that bad
Stranger: but suicide just seems so easy
Stranger: painless
Stranger: life is painful
Stranger: it scares me how much i think about suicide
Stranger: makes me cry
Stranger: all the time
You: its not easy especially if you fail if you fail you will just give everyone that hurt you the satisfaction of knowing that the pushed you they won if you do it
You: dont be scared be strong know you are better then that
Stranger: its not people thats causing all of this
Stranger: i have friends
Stranger: a lot of them
Stranger: good scoial life
Stranger: i just dont know where everything went wrong
Stranger: i feel as if no one cares if i were to die
This was a conversation i had with a random 13 year old boy the whole time i felt like crying: (
Hmmm!:(
So i haven’t talked to my boyfriend all day it sucks….i hate that he has so many girlfriends because he ends up spending the whole day with them instead of me, and then i ask him to call me and say goodnight he says i love you and goodnight and hangs up 5 minutes later he text me and his excuse for hanging up on me is you only said i had to call you and say goodnight,a boyfriend shouldn’t have to call his girlfriend and say i love you he should just want to….my feelings=greatly hurt:(
